My Moody Heart

Recently felt moody..moody of wat? I' m confuse, I'm sad..I'm hurt..I dun understand..I dont know weather watever things i did all dis while, to me, is it really NORMAL? or was it SERIOUS to u.. There's many times we argued almost also for de same things happening, and i know u always scolded and telling me dat u are disappointed on me kept on repeating the same things dat u dislike..yes I did try to avoid de things to happen, I also did put ur words in my heart..but always eventually or automatically de original ME came out again n let u down always! is not dat i dun understand ur feelings, or maybe de more longer n deeper we both go, u becaming sensitive? think 2much? strong jealousy in ur heart?and being Over-Protected? I dont know....

I couldn't change immediately when u wan me to change it to respect u as my BF..I do respect u and I need some time darl, because this is my character/my attitude.. I hope dat u could accept de way I are, believe in me for watever things I'm doing.. I always being true to u, and I know dat u love me deeply day by day, I don hope anything would happen between us, ended up became not worth at all..Blame me for dunno how to appreciate ur care and ur love to me..

Now, I'm trying to do my best dat I can..Here, I jz wanna tell u my darling, I apologize to u that b4 this we both had happened alot of things since I came back from Camp, I'm sorry darling hurted u too much, neglected u previously after de camp, being a use-less GF, and immature GF around ur side :( U 've been 4given me many many times n given me alot chances to change and accepted my apology,but yet I still let u down:( This time, I wont promise u anything because I don wanna give u empty promises again to make u more disappointed in me..what I wan is, ur 4givness, ur tolerate,ur patient and ur understandings..

Sweet Darling, I'm Sorry :'(